“Thing I Wrote About You” number two million and one.

Written July 10, 2010.

“Thing I Wrote About You” number two million and one.

I hate the fact I love you

I hate the fact I care

I hate that when I start to dream,

Your face is always there

I detest how I forgive you

Every time you make me frown

I hate how every time you smile

My world turns upside down

I despise how every single touch

Makes my stomach turn in flips

And I hate how when you’re near me

My heart just starts to kick

I hate how you apologize

Without even using words

And I really hate how what you meant

Is never what I heard.

I’m sick of you describing to me

Why I’m not for you,

But how I always stick around

Because it’s all that I can do.

I loved it when you loved me.

But then you took it back.

And I hate how just one envelope

Could hold such an attack.

I’m terrified of losing you,

Of pushing you away,

And I’m mortified that loving you

Gets harder every day.

I hate how much I needed you

To help me to move on,

And when it came right down to it,

How I wanted you all along.

I hate how when you say hello

I dread for the goodbye.

I hate how, when I’m with you,

The minutes always fly.

I hate how there is nothing that,

For you, I wouldn’t do.

And I hate the fact it took this long

For me to fall for you.